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This year I created 3 calendars. The fourth I made last year. Of course you don't have to buy them: just enjoy :-)


[link] everything there is a season  


[link] upon a time


[link] fractals




[link] through time




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I thought it would be nice to gather the special gifts for me. They all have a special meaning for me.
Thanks again, my friends (if I have missed one: please let me know!)


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Regularly  I read articles about this subject. Sadly enough this is something from all times and is increasing in this computer era. I gave it some serious thought, but I know the fact that I still live, instead of dying 4 years ago, gives me another perspective of the matter than most have. My energy is now very limited.
I hope my English is sufficient to tell you what I want to tell…

A letter to the artists:

It is a sad thing if someone steals your work. It can make you angry or give you a lot other negative feelings. No, there is no excuse for someone to take your work and use it, or worse: to claim it as their own. I know how this can feel.
It can be hard to see that someone else took your hard work, your ideas, your feelings, and take the credit for it, or even sell it, without doing anything for it. You will have heard the most creative excuses if you confront the thief with the theft (as I have heard so many).

But realize this: YOU are an artist. YOU have a very precious gift. When you create something it makes you happy. It can take hours or weeks or more to finish your work, but it is yours. You have the memory of creating it. It is something the thief wants to have, but will never have…
It will eat your energy to fight a war you will loose. You can only win a battle. This energy you can also use to create beauty.


A letter to the art thief:

It is a human thing you like to be admired by others. It is a human thing you want to be respected by others… Obviously you admire the work you have taken and use without permission… but this is not the way to admire yourself or respect yourself. You yourself will always know the work is not yours, so, the admiration and respect is not for you.
Stealing work is something that really hurts the original artist deeply. Do you realize that? Is that what you really want? If this is not something you really intended: stop doing this immediately!

Several art thieves will think this doesn’t apply to them: they only upload the art of others to a site with free wallpaper or somewhere else. They don’t claim the work as their own and they don’t get any money out of it. Well, this kind of using someone else’s work is also art theft. It also hurts people very, very much…



I learned so many lessons in this life. One of them is: it eats energy to fight this war.
But I can only speak for myself, maybe you think different. That is OK, I only wanted to give my view. Maybe my words are something to think over.
Fridaymorning I looked out of my kitchenroom and oh.....

We live in a rural area. Lots of space and trees. The space was white. The trees white and dark. Horses dark. Beautful pastels in the sky. A breathtaking sight.

I wish I could share the images I saw with my eyes... But the best thing I can do, is giving you a link to weather photos of that day (9 januari). It gives you a good impression. [link]
All people in the Netherlands know what I am talking about.

We had to go that morning to another village with the car. Every turn of the raod we had another view. Wow.
I said to my husband. This kind of beauty is not necesary for survival (survival of the fittest). Everything was covered with an enchanting beauty. Roofs. Trees. Cars. Broken fences. Industrial things... No, he said, this is extra.

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HOPE
BELIEF
LOVE


... often people wish each other health, and they usually mean physical health... and yes, physical health is very important. But I learned that mental health is even more important... I am an invalid for almost 26 year (due to an illness) and have seriously cancer for 4 year (...but I still live...:-)) I have only a very faint recollection of how it is to be physical healthy.

Hope, belief and love gives me mental health and makes me happy and gives me peace.

I wish you this happiness too!

Thanks for your support in the past year and for all the beauty you created for all to enjoy.
And thanks to my Father for my hope, belief and love!

love,
Titia


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My first calendar :-)

It took me some time to figure out how the calendar upload works, but finally I succeeded...I think...

Take a look at: [link]

Calender, journey through Time
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For many years now I have a lot of fun with the freeware fractalprogram Fractal Explorer... and many people more.
Fractal Explorer has proven to be an excellent fractalprogram.
But there is a problem now...

Arthur, the creator of Fractal Explorer hasn't got the time anymore to update the program.
It has to be made compatible for Vista (and later). Some people can still use it, some can't, or there are problems.
I asked Arthur about updating it. He wrote:

"Probably it is impossible. Or may be very difficult...
FE was created with Delphi 3, which was released in 1997 or 1998 year...
It was not simple to get compatibility with Win 2000/XP because
Delphi 3 not have some declarations for this OS...
To get compatibility with Vista FE needs much never compiler. May be
Delphi 7 (at least), may by more never...

But moving from Delphi 3 to another version is very difficult, because
FE uses many additional components and controls. And some from it
has no compatible versions for never versions of Delphi.
So, it needed to rewrite at least 60-70% of UI code and design..."

I don't understand all this, but I understand I and many others soon can't play with this toy anymore.
Is there anyone around here that is able to update Fractal Explorer for the future?

I was writing a tutorial, but the motivation is gone now, because probably there is no FE anymore to play with :-(

Please contact me, and I will contact Arthur.

My view on what is a fractal.

Thu Apr 3, 2008, 8:07 AM
(Don't shoot me for having this view...)

Our Creator didn't use a fractalprogram to create clouds, trees, flowers, snowflakes...
You can also draw a fractal with a pencil, you can create a fractal with a lot materials.
3D [link] or 2D [link] .

Benoit Mandelbrot, the inventor of what we know as fractals, meant by fractals:
A fractal is generally "a rough or fragmented geometric shape that can be subdivided into parts, each of which is (at least approximately) a reduced-size copy of the whole,"[1] a property called self-similarity. The term was coined by Benoît Mandelbrot in 1975 and was derived from the Latin fractus meaning "broken" or "fractured." (Wikipedia)

Let's restrict fractals to the products of fractalprograms...
Are all products of a fractalprogram fractal ?
Several say: yes. Several say: no.
Is layering a fractalproperty ?
It is in my opinion only the possibility in some fractalprograms to create a nice image with several fractals, but the result is not ONE fractal, but several fractals, blended into one. FractalArt.

Why is this possibility not in all fractalprograms ? Sterlingware is an excellent fractalprogram, but there is no layering function. Stephen Ferguson is very capable of adding this function.
Fractal Explorer has a layering function, but I can insert any image in the fractal with that. Of course: also another fractal, but it still will be a blend of two fractals.
Bringitin is a program to convert any image to a coloralgoritm you can use in Ultra Fractal. In that way you also can insert any image in the fractal. Even in a one layered fractal.

Where do you draw the line ?

You don't need a fractalprogram to create a fractal and not all the products of a fractalprogram are fractals.

There are heated discussions about this. I don't see why. It is not a matter of who is right. We want to have fun with it. Right ?

The Dream of a Butterfly

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This morning I opened my mail and was very suprised.
I had won another two contests...
I really hadn't expect this at all. I just like to submit to contest for fun.
So, this are my winning pieces:

Springcontest. 1st [link]

Spring is on its way

Stamp_Winner

Get sprung Egg Design contest. 2nd [link]

OH_NOOOOOO



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I am flying on the wings of a butterfly...

...I'm still without the right words...

I have won the Fractaldreams Avatar contest !
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It is strange to see my image appearing on several places. Somehow it looks familiar :-)

I loved to design the image for my favorite fractalgroup. It is a group with so many talents...and I am part of it.

Thank you all !


....some time ago I started to write a Fractal Explorer tutorial. I am sorry it takes longer than expected :-(
[link]

To play with fractals doesn't take much of my energy. I just dream away while my hand does the work. I fly away on the wings of a butterfly or go with a colorstorm to unknown places. But writing a tutorial is another matter. I need to be focussed. I need to be concentrated. Because of my illness I am often to tired to be that... But the tutorial is growing... slowly, but still :-)
So... I hope you have more patience with me.

Regarding my illness:
...I am enjoying the gift of life very intens. Still no medical improvement....but I am so very happy. [link] (to my bio)

I live on the edge of life. I am holding hands with my loved ones on one side, and with my Father on the other.
Maybe months.... maybe years... it doesn't matter anymore: I have all the time. I have belief...I KNOW...my Father, OUR Father is caring.
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Some time ago I gave away several of my files ( and from my friend Arend Nijdam) to use as starterfiles...
[link]
But....I noticed several people don't use them as meant. They just used them as they are, just add a layer, just changed some coordinates,  or changed only the color...

This makes me very sad.
In the comments of the artist I read even things like: "this took me many hours, but I'm satisfied with the outcome".

I don't have to mention names...you will know.

I am not after credits: I gave those files because I wanted people to play with them and have the satisfaction of creating.

The best way to use starterfiles is: change the formula first. After that you can call them your own.
If you don't do this, please change them considerably.

Dear friends, you can't fool yourselves. I can let you banned from DeviantArt for doing this. But I don't want that.
So: please, really change the starterfiles. It would be nice if you still gave me credit (as several of you also did) for the starterfiles, that would be sweet.

Can I count on you (who concern this) in the future ?

love,
Titia
I added some free FE files on this page:
[link]

Because there seems to be a need for a Fractal Explorer tutorial, I have begun writing one. For now it is only in Dutch. I already had put it on the web although it is not finished, because I want a bit of your input...
W.I.P Tutorial:

[link]

If you have a question or suggestion: please send me a note ?

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Titia
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I just found out about the Journal feature. I have to explore this possibility in future...
But for now some FE files for downloading:
[link]
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