- a night to remember -Only now I've arrived at catching this night in words.Fragments have been flowing through my mind. I have "eternalised" this night in my thoughts.By living and feeling it very consciously.Now when I close my eyes and think back, I can see and feel those peaceful hours again.No... nothing important, no deep thoughts, no great expectations.But just.Being quietly happy...Living.Being allowed to live.It was in the beginning of december.The latest chemo had ended three weeks ago.The next one was at hand.The last few days before a cure usually were the best.*****************************************************My bed is